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Books: Harry Potter, Nancy Drew, Wicked, Flowers In The Attic

Movies: Xena: Warrior Princess, The Closer, Cold Case, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Charmed, Tru Calling, Heroes, CSI, CSI: Miami, Will and Grace, Merlin, Scooby Doo Movie, Underworld, Underworld: Evolution, Van Helsing, Click, Jawbreaker, The Wedding Planner, New York Minute, It Takes Two, Our Lips Are Sealed, Pirates Of The Carribean

Music: Christina Aguilera, Evanescence, Full Blown Rose, Shakira, Linkin Park, POE, Otep, tatu, Korn, Aaliyah, Marilyn Manson, Britney Spears, Cascada, Dixie Chicks, Carrie Underwood, Garbage, Hilary Duff, Gwen Stefani, Jack Off Jill, No Doubt, Kittie, Jennifer Lopez, Kelly Clarkson, Kylie Monogue, Lindsay Lohan, Lords of Acid, Madonna, Luny Tunes, Nickleback, Pink, Rob Zombie

Hobbies: I love to model. I think being in front of a camera is one of the most freeing and exposing experiences. It's like breaking down all your walls to show the real you. But its also about acting. And while I've never been good at speech acting, I am good at expressing emotions physically. I like doing the unexpected. I want to have a fulfilling life with as many different experiences as I can in it. Theres no time to b e ashamed of yourself, or doubt yourself, or hate yourself. Just do it! If you wanna do something the only thing that will ever stand in your way is YOU. And I don't like to stand in my own way. I like writing. Though I have a problem with procrastination. But making a story from just a tiny thought in your head is amazing. To read something back and be like Wow that came from MY imagination is bad ass. I love dancing. You can let go of yourself and everything you worry about. You can express emotions, especially getting out the bad ones without screaming at anyone. I think dancing is a beautiful art.

Excuse me, but let me make this perfectly clear so we no longer have any confusion about who I am. Yes, I am a stripper. It saved my life, without it, I would be homeless right now. I don't find anything shameful in my job. I'm thankful that it let me have the opportunity to get on my own two feet and have my own apartment and my own life, and my own things. Yes, I have prostituted myself before. No, I no longer do it. Its not something I am proud of, but I don't hide my past. I was fucked up, and did fucked up things. Better to accept it as stupid and move on then to live regretting my mistakes. Yes, I do drugs. No, I do not do them all the time. While I may go on binges when I'm upset or just feel like partying every couple of months, I know where my priorities lie. Bills, family, and my life comes before drugs. Its funny how some people will act like I'm the only one in the world who does it. I'm sure most of you do drugs, or have at least tried them. Don't pass judgment, I'm only human. At least I put my god damn rent in front of my dope. I'm not irresponsible about it. Yes, I do porn. So before you ask, whatever picture of video you saw on the internet or whatever rumors you heard, yeah it true. I enjoy doing it, and its extra money. I don't find anything shameful in that either. Yes, I am a lesbian. No, thats probably not going to change. I've never tried to hide who I am. I've always been honest in my blogs. Just because I don't mention things until its relevant, doesn't mean its not happening. I don't prance around and tell the whole world my business all the time. If you insist on knowing every dark dirty secret about me, there you go. Enjoy it, and don't say I didn't warn you. I'm not perfect. But its me. Take it or leave it, I really couldn't care less. I'll keep doing this shit regardless.